my darkness life :p

I'm Quit.

2009-04-12T07:08:00.000-07:00

i'm sorry everyone. i need time to be alone.
i want to trying how alive without cyber world.
i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry..

thanks for everything T____T

World Of Lie's

2009-03-22T01:55:00.000-07:00

oh Godness! i really sick with everything's inside my life! i want to end it all, but why it's so damn hard?
no one can understand me, and no one will try to understand me!
i'm sick, i want to cry, i want to scream, i want to die!

but i still waiting for the miracle, eventhough i know that miracle will never come, but i keep to waiting and waiting till my death day's will come.

am i look emo? am i look freak? am i look abnormal? well, that's me.
you must accept the fact about me, if you want to be my friends.

i want to have my own world, i'm tired with this world of lie! D: D:

Real life of mine (:<

2009-03-22T00:21:00.000-07:00

Well, i gonna share ma personal self here :p
Coz some of ma friend *especially in cyber world* is getting curious with ma real life, hahahaha!

Evil Biodate Of Mine

Full Name : Brenda Vania Sarah Rachmalika
Nick Name : Caca
Place & Birth Date : East Java, Malang & September 16, 1994
Nationality : Indonesian
Religion : Islam
Star Sign : Virgo
Bold : B
Currentily Living in : Bandar Lampung, Sumatera Island - Indonesia
Status : Single? *lol*
Siblings : One
Siblings Name : Brian Rizky Ali Rachmalika
School : Fransiskus Pahoman Elementary School - Bandar Lampung, Xaverius Teluk Betung Junior High School - Bandar Lampung *one year only*, then i'm move at TMS Junior High School - Bandar Lampung
Grade : Grade 9, Secondary School
Favorite Subject : English, Indonesia, Art, and Technology Information/Computer
Talent : Mostly i have talent in art *i think*
I'm singing, playing instrument, drawing, making comic, also designing dress
Hobbies : My old hobbies is drawing, making comic, designing but after i knew about internet i admit that i'm forget how to drawing, making comic, also designing. That's why i feel so regret because i'm to much addicted with internet world, i can't handle my self. But, past is past right? We can't go back to the past time to change our mistake's that we do. So my new hobbies now play internet, singing, writting lyric, dreaming also inspiring. :p

- to be continued -

Exam make my life more WORSE -___-a

2009-03-16T07:25:00.000-07:00

huwaa today i had an examination T___Ta
the 1st subject that i do is..... Indonesia Subject O.Oa
well, i can do it. but i'm not really sure :P
and the second subject/last subject for today is... Religion.
huwaaaaa~ and i admit that i can't do it T.T

i'm give up and i don't really care with the result T.T
i already doing ma best! so... WHATEVER! muahahahaha!
: penguin :

wew~ i need to off now x( ma mom already told me to turn off ma PC. T.T
so... byebye people!
ILY ^^

` cha

I LOOVE CRAZY CONFEE TEAM'S! x3

2009-03-14T08:04:00.000-07:00

ow man~ xD
i never think'that we could be close like now ^^
i so thankfull with God, coz i can meet them :)
i really love them, they're my best friend's, my everything, my family~

hope we could meet in the real world someday ^^

i love you anne, anes, shelloy, naddoy, dhet2 also dei :*
i love you forever and that allways be ^^a

Wuaaaaaa! O___o

2009-03-13T22:38:00.000-07:00

Wuaaaa~ i still new in here O___o I allways lost my own blog =__="
I hope i could enjoy here~! Hehehe, i wanna learning about blogging :P Coz i think blogging it's fun! x33
Anyway today i really so damn bored =___="a Eventhough i have no class -___-a Because i have nothing to do O.o Sooo really bored -____-a
I Don't know what can i do...? :(

Wuaaaaa~! I'm outta here, i have nothing to say! LOLLLL~ xDD